Dancing In Confusion

anymore….

i don’t know you anymore. what happened to what we had?
the walls you made…are collasping into your soul.
secrets you hide make our hands slip away.
i don’t love you anymore.
as the moonlit sky takes you away our love begins to fade…
i don’t know you anymore,
once apon a dream i loved who you are.
i’m done with the screams.
tragedy has a home for me…
the mistakes i’ve made
are in the past
along with the memories
you gave
wondering now how many i could save?
if only i knew love would leave me broken…
i wish i can see the pain
rolling down your face
but the hate keeps me blinded
i don’t love you anymore
once my life now forgotten
like the rest…
if i missed one mistake
it would be letting you
drop the pieces to my heart
now as the world turns to black
i find myself looking in the mirror
i don’t know you anymore
lost behind your scars
locked inside you mind
no wonder love you can not find
your the one to blame
because of you love is put to shame…
i don’t love you anymore
but i can see your pain
falling down your face like rain
i don’t want this anymore
after the fire burns out
what’s left to fight
but the creature inside
if only the hatred i keep
locked in my heart
could be set free
your light is what i need
your peace is what i greed
yet i can’t find you
i still look for the answers
this is what i pray
i don’t want to feel hopeless anymore….
 

in the eyes of an angel….

lost in the eyes of an angel
or am i blinded by how i really feel?
sweet angel whats on your mind?
tears of blood roll down your face
when you look at me
your never alone
your voice projecting in your mind
tells me you have somewhere else
to call your home
slow it down tonight
just let me rest in your eyes
the hope i feel
hides in your heart
filled with darkness of your past
i knew i had to make this last
because without you
this world would stop
for a minute or two
sweet angel stay with me tonight
as this world of tourment circles us
you’ll be safe the closer you are to my heart
if i slow the world down tonight
would the stars lead our way?
back to home wherever that might be
as long as my eyes rest in the eyes of an angel
this world can keep spining
in the eyes of an angel
i rest tonight
in your eyes
i find hope
in your heart
i bring light
sweet angel 
take me away….

sooooo….

i have poems that need to wrote on computer, but i need insperation who has a song they can send me for some creative thinking?

hero….( ready to die )

where is the hero

when your ready for him now?

losing faith ready to die

when everyone fears life

i’m ready to fly

just one step away

just one lie

in the war

called our life..

i’m looking in the sky

where are you hero?

aren’t you supposed to save my life

one more breath and i’ve lost my light

one more breath and i’m gone tonight….

fight to believe

in this fairytale called life

a hero doesn’t exist

so why do i?

innocence claims a life

fighting for a chance to survive

all alone tring to hide

this cliff holds my time

time wasted through out my cries

all time is gone and i’m ready to die

where are you hero?

turn back time, help change this mind

more i say gives you time

to decide if i’m worth one more try

hero! i’m not ready to die….

my heart will forever beat….

life took an unexspected turn

just a few years ago

when we met

wait i don’t know how we met

i just woke up one day knowing i had a best friend

after all we been through i know i can count on you

even after the love we lost

our brotherhood would stay strong no matter the cost

after the others watch me fall

you pick me up and stood me tall

a life without you

would be pointless

so much you’ve done for me

and i can’t even pay you back

but you sit there and smile

assuring me actions speak louder than words

i know you don’t believe

but there must be a higher power

for what fate has done to me

your friendship is something i never deserved

but your the one that keeps me on my feet

because of you my heart will forever beat….

the brick beside the bricks….

living in your own fantasy

building the castle brick by brick

eventhough i hold you and whisper

all you hear is tick, tick, tick….

what else can i do to get through to you?

your the brick beside the bricks

living in the fantasy i can’t fix

so i grab the shovel

and dig a hole

burry the memories

of used to hold my heart

i know now the memories where only good for me

your still stuck building the castle

i’m walking forward

while looking back

your still the brick beside the bricks

wishing you will stop building the castle

and just come home

i’ll stop digging this hole

and i’ll put down my shovel

just to see you smile

years have past and the castle is missing one brick

look around and see you

i put the last brick in the castle

it’s just a fantasy

there are no fairytale endings….